I think i know how it feels

Don't.. Don't you ever talk impolite with a harsh word to your parents. Because i know 30% from 100% what it feels like. It's hurt so much. However, for any bad thing that you've done, your parents will always give forgiveness. Do not take it for granted, Kiddo. Dear Ibu, Ayah, I just wanna put a concave curve right on your face :)